It’s so hard. . .
. . .When all my favorite songs remind me of you. . .
. . .And all I feel in my heart are feelings for you. . .
I’m not even sure time moves forward
Because I’m still stuck in the day I realized you didn’t like me. . .
Because the world might as well have ended then. . .
So here I am, so heartbroken, and I miss you, still want you, really need you. . .
Is it wrong that I imagine breathing your breath is sweeter and more refreshing than the air atop Mt. Fuji?
Forgive me, Maria, because I can’t stop thinking about your smile – it’s like ambrosia
Forgive me, because even when I said goodbye, my heart never really left you. . .
Forgive me. . . because I’ll always love you. . .
Forgive me because, I know it’s wrong, but I still want to hold your hand and feel your embrace under a starry sky. . .
But I’m trying to do the right thing and stay away, even though every day is agony. . .
And I don’t even watch anime anymore, because Western shows remind me less of you. . .

