Again, I just. . . I just keep on saying it. . .
I miss you. . . and can’t stop thinking about you.
I feel so distant from you these days. . .
Maybe it’s because I haven’t written to you in a while. . .
I guess I sort of just drifted away because of too many things I had to do
But, in truth, I’m not sure what I could say to you nowadays. . .
You’re the center of everyone’s universe, and there’s nothing I could say that would mean anything special to you
And. . . you don’t have feelings for me. . . so, I guess anything I could say, would only annoy you
But. . . no matter what I do. . . Even when I’m busy with so many things. . . I always end up thinking about you. . .
I’m sorry. . . I know I should have moved on
But even when I try. . . there’s always someone on a TV show I’m watching named Maria. . .
. . .Everytime I listen to ocean meditation music, I feel like it’s your caring heart. . .
. . .And eating anything sweet, always makes me wonder if this is how you feel when you enjoy sweets
And I’ve been away from writing Princess Meiria. . . Maybe that’s why I miss you so much. . . Because I stopped funneling my heart’s desires into my gift for you.
I guess, I need to return to Zeyoia
But, I love you. . . Maria
In truth, I really want to try reaching you again in the higher world. . . I don’t care how hard it is, I just. . . I just want to feel so close to you again. . . but I have to keep my desires in check.