Dearest Maria,
Each day my heart aches more and more when I think of you. . .
Spring is coming, and the sun is brighter now,
But I’m still thinking of you, and the sun’s rays seem so dull to me. . .
Because without you, there’s just an empty hole in the deepest parts of my kokoro
The wind blows warmer, like Mother’s Earth’s hug. . .
But it’s not enough for me, because it’s your embrace that I want to feel. . .
I wonder if it’s just me who has a heart that wants what it cannot have. . .?
Or maybe that’s just how life is. . .
Do people marry out of convenience because they need to settle down?
Maybe that’s why the divorce rate is so high in the U.S., where women have more freedom. . .
Because in other countries, women can’t divorce their husbands – so it just looks like they’re a happy family.
If people don’t find their true love a few years after high school, do they panic and marry whoever they can find?
I hope not. . . but maybe that’s the reality of this yucky Earth.
I love you, Maria. . . I hope one day you will find your true love. I do not wish for you the fate of these couples who marry out of convenience.
Because you have such a good heart, and you’re always so compassionate. You’re so sweet, and nice, and you don’t mind spending so much time with your fans. You’re never a celebrity to them because you treat them equally. I see people say that you tell them you remember them – that’s so warm-hearted of you. So you deserve to be together with someone who you truly love, and not someone you’re forced to love. . . Someone whose heart will melt beautifully with your beautiful hearbeat. . . and together you’ll share a breathtaking heartprint
It hurts so much. . . wanting you so much. . .
I’m so glad you cannot read anything here. . . and all of these notes
Such a profound pain I feel when I see you, thinking the stars drew us together, but understanding the reality of how people say I can never be with you.
I feel the strong urge just to run away into anime – I guess that’s my otaku side showing. It’s like I’m a vizard from bleach and my hollow side wants to take over when my heart is so weak XD.
But, even in anime there’s no escape. . .
There’s no romance in One Piece, and I just want to binge it. . . But even there, I see you everywhere, and it hurts so much. . .
I wonder how Justin can live another day without his princess. . . If I were him, I would’ve torn down the Liscite and Alqarett kingdoms just to rescue her. I guess he’s a lot stronger than me. . . but then again, Justin K. was always a strong guy. . . but he loves his princess so much, the one he’d swore to protect with his life
Justin, Isnya, and Meiria, the bonds they shared in childhood and how their adult roles forced them apart. . . I hope they can be together again.