Maria, my love, I can’t stop thinking of you. . .
. . .This must sound like a boring thing to you by now. . .
. . .Because I say it over and over. . . but all the time, my thoughts are always of you, no matter what I’m doing.
My heart hurts now when I see things that remind me of Mexico. . .
. . .How you were in North America, and so close. . .
It hurts so much, like I should have been there with you
Lately, the world has been tearing us apart. . .
. . .Our eclipses are slowly, but surely leaving their alignment. . .
. . .Our friends and acquaintances tell us we shouldn’t be together. . .
Do you even think of me as much as I think of you. . .?
How much do you long for me, is it as much as I long for you. . .?
I want to keep holding on – that someday our hearts will be one. . .
. . .but even if we finally turn away from each other, my heart will always be yours.
It is not something I can ever undo. . .
. . .because even if we finally go away from each other. . .
I will never stop being in love with you, who I may have been in love with for lifetimes
Can we be together. . .?
Today and last night, I kept wanting to hold your hand. . . feel the warmth of your palm.
I want to hug you close, feel your sweet warmth and your loving care
I don’t know why, but nowadays I long to touch you. . . to feel you.
I’m sorry. . .

