Everytime I wake, I think of you, Sometimes the summer sky has heart-shaped clouds, or at least I’d like to think so… And everytime I see them, I with they said “J + M” in the middle. Every night, I find myself calling your name sometimes… Okay, most of those times it’s because of xxx *blush* Maybe if I was born under another sign, we could be together… …Maybe if I went to your high school with you… In the world of Princess Meiria, even Prince J can’t be with her It’s so sad… but so beautiful. When you risked falling to darkness for me, it was so touching… It was so much like Princess Meiria standing up to so much danger just for her people… …Your love is so strong, even a million girls’ hearts can’t compare… I wonder if in my life I’ll ever find a girl like...

The air is so hot now, and I guess it’s summer again. . . I don’t know anymore, the seasons pass by, but my heart continues to unwaver towards yours, My aching heart doesn’t let me keep track of time very well, is it really summer already? I’m sure you have so many tours and appearances lined up for the summer because that’s when everyone’s free to come love you and the melody from both you and Toku Texas still hurts me a little. . . you were so close. . . But, no matter what the season, your smile is always so sweet and warm, like honey from the sun itself I guess there are at least two constants in this world. . . your loving heart, and your ever-breathtaking beauty. . . I guess, now millions of guys are finding summer flowers and plucking their petals secretly asking whether you’d love them or not. . . And whenever you grace them with your...

It’s been so long since I’ve written about you, But that doesn’t mean I haven’t thought about you every second of every day since then. . . I wish you didn’t go. . . I feel so much anguish for not being with you But, I guess it would be strange to have met you under our current circumstances I feel so lost, missing you. . . No light bright enough to erase the shadows of my heart Why do I long for you so much? I see you so happy, and it hurts because I want to be happy with you I know that’s a bad thing, but I can’t help what I feel. . . The light in your eyes is so soft, so beautiful. . . It reaches the depths of my being, and makes me yearn for more Is being with you what utopia feels...

Oh, Maria, I miss you so much. . . I really feel like there’s an empty part inside of me without you. . . I’m so glad you can’t read this, because obviously ^ that’s weird Honestly. . . I know it’s weird. . . and I feel bad about it. . . How can I miss someone I’ve never met. . .? How can my heart be incomplete without you when we weren’t even friends. . . or even acquaintances. . .? I want to say that maybe it’s because it’s a love so strong it transcends time, space, and any kind of relationship. . . A love born eons ago, everlasting, an unseverable connection. But if I said that right now, it would just be crazy. . . especially because now. . . I realize that I’m not the only one who feels this way, oh princess of the higher world. . . I think that most of your fans feel this way, but I’m the only one who really said...

Dearest Maria, Each day my heart aches more and more when I think of you. . . Spring is coming, and the sun is brighter now, But I’m still thinking of you, and the sun’s rays seem so dull to me. . . Because without you, there’s just an empty hole in the deepest parts of my kokoro The wind blows warmer, like Mother’s Earth’s hug. . . But it’s not enough for me, because it’s your embrace that I want to feel. . . I wonder if it’s just me who has a heart that wants what it cannot have. . .? Or maybe that’s just how life is. . . Do people marry out of convenience because they need to settle down? Maybe that’s why the divorce rate is so high in the U.S., where women have more freedom. . . Because in other countries, women can’t divorce their husbands – so it just looks like they’re a happy family. If people don’t...

I don’t mean to write to you again… …But it’s like asking the ocean never to come back to shore… My heart just won’t stop aching… …And its feelings pour out crying for you… I think it’s approaching the date when I wrote the first note I’ve ever left you last March… …And now, I can’t help but wonder if it was fate… Most people don’t believe in the stars and planets controlling their lives… …I was one of those people… But now, I’m starting to really believe… Because on my birthday, there was a rare solar eclipse… And on your birthday, there was a rare blue moon… Both events are always linked, and have happened every one-and-a-half centuries together, forever, always… Both my eclipse and your blue moon were planned to happen this year, since...